May 30 - June 1, 2025
N Western Ave. Los Angeles

“Missing You” 2025
This show is a collection of agitations.
Both the unease side of agitation and the excessive excitement side are reflected in the two installation rooms. After my mom died suddenly (November 2024), in an obsessive haze I found myself making these collages. It started as something else to focus on instead of her absence. Then it became things I was making for her; to show her how I was feeling, to make her laugh- to hear a “oh Meghan this one!” in my head.

They were also for me.
I have noticed I am most depressed when I can only see/believe one rigid future for myself. This low stakes artform of cutting, arranging and collecting became a way to imagine so many different worlds/feelings— and to express what I was seeing in the world around me/within me. That creativity extended to how I saw a future with grief.
Mostly it’s a way I just missed Jan, and missed showing her things I made.

originals and prints for sale in the shop

vessels and show photos by Ash Austin Ceramics